Assalamualaikum.....
arynie...da 11/11/2012.....
juz only a WEEK to final exam....
aq sptutnye lbeyh fokus pd exam......
tapi biaselah care aq sejak dari dlu smpai skrg......
suke stdy last minute.....
aerm.....xpewla.....kate org....jgn stress sgt....
bak kate isteri aq.....jgn stress,....
t blank dlm exam lak....
okeyh......for update arynie.....
aq nk luahkan something....
sbb something......
something yg pd aq.......juz knangan silam buat dye....
okeyhlah.....
sbnarnye......aq xjangke akn jadi mcm smlm.....
aq xtaw pulak yg cemburu nye trlalu tajam.....
sbnarnye....smlm aq reply chat kwan aq budak sbah....
dlu dye n lagi sorg kwn aq nme dye "Dy" llaki.....
kitorg share skop for spm....
dorg budak2 kluster....
so skop dorg lbeyh trperinci...
aq ase law xsbb dorg aq xde kt mne aq brdiri skrg.....
oleyh sbb lame xdgar cte....
kwn aq yg nme iyma nie pn im aq....
aq reply lah sbb da lme sgt xdgr cte,....
dlm aq xsdar.......org yg aq sayang cemburu.....
okeyh......sbnarnye....juz bbrape msj aq im....
aq xtaw pulak dye boleyh rase mcm tuh.....
dari lepas mgreb smlm smpai lah ke pkol 10....
aq call dye xangkat.....
but.....ble dye angkat......dye kate dye touchink ngn aq.....
Dlm aty aq trdetik.....ape yg aq da buat?????????
**nfon aq nie pulak sbnarnye mmg da ade problem....sbb aq suke save msj...
msj aq ngn dye.....da dkat 6000 dlm nset aq....so dye kdg2 giler skit...
xdpt receive msj until kte reset dye.....
dlm aq xsdar mgreb tuh ade 3 msj penting dri dye.....
tapi.....aq xsdar sbb aq mg xdpt msj tuh...
ble call aq dye angkat....dye gtaw aq...
yg dye tggu jwpan aq....
aq trcengang dgar ckp dye.....
Jawapan???
jwapan ape???...
rupenye2...dye tggu aq reply gtaw siape bdak sbah tu....
tapi aq xtaw pape sbb msj dye aq xdpt....
aq thu dah...nie msti punca dri facebook....
okeyh.....aq minx dri aq trus reset fon nk tgok btol ke ade msj....
trnyata mmg ade.....
**bodoh pnye fon....da gduh bru nk btol!!
hurm.....
n then aq try nk explain at dye....tpi ttbe mnjadi melarat sgt....
smpaikan aq gve up....
aq nekad nk hentikan sume nie.....
aq deactivated aq punye account facebook.....
supaya da xgduh2 g....
aq da pnat.....
ttbe2.....aq tgok keadaan maseh xreda....
aq xpaham knape msti brgaduh g....
dye off fon.....
mlm td je aq ase dkat 5o kali aq call dye xdpt....
ttbe aq dpt idea nk bukak fb dye kot2 ade pape dye post...
trnyata btol ape yg aq agak....
aq nmpak dye post mcm2....
cdeyh sgt aq ase...
aq call dye axangkat...
ttbe aty aq trgerak nk bace im dye yg pd mase yg sme dye nga im kwn dye.....
DYE NK PINDAH POLI !!!!
ya allah.....aq btol2 xsangke smpai jadi mcm tuh skali.....
aq sruh dye on fon....dye xnak....
smpaikan jantung aq bgai nk gugur sbb risau punye pasal.....
aq try smpai dpt.....
nmun......sia2 saje...
smpaikan aq buntu....mase tuh je da pkul 12 tgh mlm....
ya allah.....aq da smpai trbaring2 menahan sakit kt dada nie.....
aq xtahan sgt.......tapi....aq cube slagi aq mmpu....
hanya allah yg thu ape aq rase....
aq sayang dye sgt2.....aq xnk sbb bnde kecik dye sggup pindah poli tggalkn aq...
sedih tramat sgt....
aq pn ttbe tringat at mmbe dye.....
aq call mmbe dye mintak tlog....tpi mmbe dye xdpt buat pape sbb dorm dorg brlainan......
ya allah......ape aq nk buat lgi nie....
aq da xbrdaya......
smpaikan aq hnya mmpu mnaip......pjuk dye mlalui fb dye sndri....
sbb aq da gve up call dye xdpt sbb off fon.....
aq cube pjuk.....smpaikan aq da xmmpu nk bgun......aq tggalkan lappy aq...
sbb aq xmmpu nk mnaip pape g da.....
aq hnya mmpu call smpailah aq dpt.....
ttbe aq rebah.....aq da xmmpu g....
mlm td aq ase bagai mlm trakhir aq....
aq xtaw nape.....
aq tekan dada aq utk aq ilangkn ase sakiyt....
ttbe aq dpt msj reply dari dye.....
aq try call lgi.......
n ape yg aq mseh ingat........
aq hnya smpat ckp......
aq mnx maf........
n then aq da lupe sumenye......
alhmdulillah.....aq mseh mmpu trjage dari tydo aq pgi td....
aq igt aq da xde......
perit mlm td naseb baik da bransur pulih.....
walau lemah.....aq cube call dye nk thu dye ok ataw x....
sbb aq sayangkan dye sgt2.....
alhmdulillah.....aq dpt dgr suare dye.....
aq happy dye ok......
n now....sumenye alhmdulillah still mcmm dye....
aq sayangkan dye sgt........
Awak....sy sayangkan awk.....
sy xnk awk pergi jao dari idup sy.....
sbb awk lah smangat idup sy.....
sy SAYANGKAN awk......
Love u so much......
please......dont leave me.....
U are my life......
love u.....
11:51 a.m
11/11/2012
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